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You're about to view something that maybe terribly opinionated, about 634 cats are killed in the making of this blog, and 356 hours of PI has been done to credit this blog The insanity level and mundane level is never on par, there would be paramedics of course, if you have a housephone/hp/whichever way you feel it's most comfortable to save your own life. So eat your bibimbap while reading this ingenious blog of mine, it probably makes your stay more bearable.
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TAKING OFF; GEOG PROJECT.

Today i'm so happy! because firstly;


(it's special alright?! friday i dont have my tuition! so i can stay longer!)

Today me and pearl landed our big butt at MOS burger for a few hours TO PLAN FOR THE GAME LO. =D the QUESTIONS.... WONDERFUL-LY "beautified" by Pearl's english. PRO LA. HAO LIAN LA. hahahhaha... jkjk.

And we didn't leave the place till 7pm. all just because to complete my butterfly drawing. Pearl brought this 36 Fabel Castel colour pencils, so i just had to make use of it! *evil grin* Pearl helped me to tone in this picture! OMG. i can't believe i colour like a secondary 1 kid okay?!



Done by Pearl and Berlinda.



To ________:

understanding you, is like trying to unravel cases that are
so perplex, i'm just tired of you/

Don't understand why are you avoiding us,
Throwing
tantrums and attitude.
Come to us for grouping
Leave us when there's
none.

Had enough of these nonsense.!
You think that by letting you
vent your anger on us
then not explaning your oh-so-pity plight
treating
it like it never happened before.

I'm not your emotion-dust-bin.
So
what if we're once on good terms?
So what if we know each other in and out?
If rumours is what you heard
and you chose to believe
then maybe we
should stay like this.

But, if rumours is not the case
DO YOU MIND.
HAVING
THE COURTESY
TO EXPLAIN
WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?
you're stress; so
AM I.
you have problems; SO ARE WE.

for goodness sake. we're sec4s already.
being
unreasonable in attitude would get you nowhere.
Read this post
and i
hope your blood boils, cause only then,
after a quarrel,
i will know how
are you feeling.
and what you're facing.

Then, it will be a friendship that is as good as a glass
being fixed with elephant glue; fixed yet imperfect.

Then i was guilible to rumours
and allowed it to break
between us.
then it was you,
the bitching starts.
and it has not
end, at the least i guess.

You chose to keep things by yourself,
i
won't force to probe the questions.
Just so hope that you actually tell me
what's happening,
and we can break off from there, If that's what you
want.

Like anything and anyone else.
I DONT LIVE WITH
BACKSTABBERS.
IT'S not surprising if you still are defensive against me.
but just wanna let you know,
i'm strong to my principles,
just like
how it killed me; ripped my friends from me within these 3 years.

how bad or good people treats me
i'm aware and alert of.
how people frame me and praise me
i'm aware and yet alert of.
how
people smile and frown at me
i'm sensitive and yet let it by.
how you
look at me, and judge me
it's oblivious and ridiculous

to anyone else in my contacts.
you could praise me for that minute
yet criticise me the next second.
but who cares?
it's your principle you have to live by, stick by
if you feel that commenting on people every single minute is your daily dosage of drug
then go ahead;
because, druggies when abstained from drugs goes berserk.
and YOU maybe one of the "druggies" mentioned.

Seriously.

GROW UP; and get a life.


cause rumours and not helping you and it just ruins how people look at you. and because once you open your freaking mouth, the eyes that are once deary to you changes, and now looks at you in a weird contact.

you and your friends might enjoy these small talks that you all think worthless, and insensitive of.
just imagine you becoming the main lead in your other people's conversation.

DO YOU LIKE IT?
DOES IT PRICK YOUR HEART?

GUESS WHAT.
i feel that the most detestable people are when they try to spread fake rumours;
WHICH IS, like, totally unglam and uncool?
and the best part is when you think, that you are being part of the group.

Congrats
cause you kinda prove yourself to be one of the lowly person i have ever seen.

CAUSE I KNOW.
i'm once victim of it. and although it had cease for a long time, oh well.
maybe i can't forgive and forget.
such a petty person like me should just die.

oh, sorry, deviated.

back to______:

i'm really sorry for your plight. half hanging in the
mid-air of friends and not. I really don't know how to compromise with your
attitude and body-language that states "BACK OFF."

suggestions?

bero
210307

*clarify with me; if you think i'm typing about you.

cause people who jumps to conclusions; usually are the ones that spreads rumours. and they are the most destestable person.

so, to help keep everyone in discipline check. just ask me straight in the face and i'd gladly tell you if you're the one. but most likely she wouldnt see this post. oh well.

cheerios.



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