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You're about to view something that maybe terribly opinionated, about 634 cats are killed in the making of this blog, and 356 hours of PI has been done to credit this blog The insanity level and mundane level is never on par, there would be paramedics of course, if you have a housephone/hp/whichever way you feel it's most comfortable to save your own life. So eat your bibimbap while reading this ingenious blog of mine, it probably makes your stay more bearable.
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vexed out/.

To you, DEAREST.

These problems are nothing but a snowball
seems strong but it's gonna fall

Ever wondered the pressure on me?
ever wondered how fatal can these effects be?

You only know how to drag
Only know how to Slack!
being my dearest,
i still can't stop wanting to slap.

i'm just a student
i'm a human.
mind you, we still need to survive!
with you around, i doubt we could survive

be out of here till you've found the solution,
cause everyone here is at desparation.

Ain't pin-pointing to you, my avid readers
Just hope someday his conscience would wake him
and have actions done like a leader
Please dont let all these be like a dream.

This is describing how i'm feeling right now.
Dont ask me what the freaking hell happened.
Cause thinking of these problems just makes me sick, but escaping makes it worst.
At my wits end.
I really dont know what do i have to do.
Elson helped me did a psychological test, and my result was:

u are the kind tht keeps everything to urself
u are the kind tht do things more hard working than others , but ur enemy calculates ur move and do better than u and u will hav a slim chance of winning, instead of fighting him learn from him secretly

Elson said that i didnt look like those people who would keep things to themselves. I...dont really know how to categorize myself, because i am as confused as you are, if we're talking about defining yourself into "keeping stuffs" or "shares stuffs".

According to the random poem i created within mins that arent worth of any quality, i am keeping stuffs that is really pain in the neck. really really pain, as in metaphor. Not literally.
I dont know what's so hard to keep by a deal. All he had to do was just to bring back bread. Dont laugh. cause if you laugh thinking i must be nuts pressurising myself so much over BREAD. then please think again. read in between the lines yea?

today went for the english seminar, which was more like geography workload. we incorporated all our contextual knowledge and the singaporean's calculative minded-ness and got to collaborate with some really good countries that had good protocol.

ok
gotta sleep to kill the fire of rage in me.



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