There I lay, wearing dead people as an armour against death.
That sweltering afternoon didn't hinder me from walking fast.
I couldn't keep the anxiety of seeing my friends back in school after like 2-3 months?
Right outside Yishun MRT station,
I could spot familiar faces wearing a myriad of fashion.
All gingerly holding their best friend's hands and arms and hasten their paces to school.
After worrying about it for that pathetic 2 months,
when I thought knowing it ASAP would do me good,
I'm slowing down, and backing away from reality.
There were a thousand and more "What ifs" popping out at every edge of my head.
I could not handle the stress,
eventually I stopped.
I stopped walking.
I head over to the nearest bus stop and sat there in a trance.
There was no way I could skip this event.
The alternative was to receive it,
and only open it at home.
The clock on my wrist didn't stop ticking.
I pick up courage and rushed over to the gates of my school.
By then, everyone were near the hall there.
There was utter silence.
As we strained to know what fate has in for us.
The holy principal finally spoken,
breaking the ice around us.
The plannings of which faculty we'll be in,
when will the deadline be for submissions.
& I'm just waiting for the screamings and tears of joy to happen.
When everyone receives that piece of paper that determine's their path of life.
berlindaang.
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